I used to be an aspiring singer/songwriter/actress. I have given up on all this because it seems I cant seem to get very far. While I have talent the entertainment world is a male dominated world. There is something about me where all men want to try me. Im not drop dead beautiful or anything like that but i definitely sexy. I cant help it I have tons of sexy appeal about me couldnt turn it off if I tried and frankly I dont want to. With that said music producers always seem to fall for my type. Feelings get caught and I always shoot em down which means things end badly. I used to work for a guy at a club and I didnt realize we were in a relationship until he found out I slept with another party promoter. He said I was gonna have a bad reputation for sleeping with that guy and he no longer needed me and also recast my role in his movie even though he had initially wrote that character just for me. No I never slept with him and thats what the problem was.
I had another guy offer me a spot on his radioshow. After I accepted he let me know his interest in me was personal as well as professional. When I shot him down he locked my radio show and wouldnt let me on the air.
One situation the producer actually quit taking my calls because he had indeed developed feelings for me which I knew but I ignored him. Most recently I had someone do me oh so dirty behind me not giving him ass. He would only hit me up when he knew I was with my boyfriend and when he got tired of me ignoring him he refused to work with me.
I honestly just dont feel like dealing with the "little boys" so these days I only sing in the shower.
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