Alter Ego

Recently I met a man. A man who I really became intrigued with. It usually takes a lot to get my attention I am very picky when it comes to men. Even pickier when it comes to relationships. I have actually sworn off relationships for now. Next time I give someone 2 or 3 years of my life is because I am gonna head to the alter with them or think that I can. Anyway when we met we had nice conversations and I found him very sweet and attentive. I had known of this alter ego he had although I hadn't personally experienced it for myself. I believe when I met him I was meeting the real him. We talked about things that you don't talk to someone with whom you are being just casual with. So imagine my surprise and confusion when the alter ego showed up on me and switched it up on me. The alter ego is extra cocky and he doesn't trust women completely opposite of this sweet, patient, and attentive guy who trusted me with some of his background information and a few life stories. That guy was so nice I was getting ready to erase all the numbers out of my phone and give him my time.
What I think happened was this guy was starting to feel me and he didn't like that so he had to switch it up on me in order to protect himself. Which is when the alter ego came into play.
Makes me wish I had an alter ego as well. Too bad I don't. I am a different type of woman and there aren't many out there like me. I don't have room for an alter ego. The real me is so complex. I can be what I need to be when I need to be and I am never fake if that makes sense. I can adapt to basically any situation. You can have real conversation with me, you can laugh with me also. You can take me to your work business functions and your boss and coworkers will be impressed. Ask my ex husband he is an accountant and used me to charm his way into quite a few things. He will tell you that. I can hang out with your boys and not only will they say that chick is bad but they will probably forget I'm a lady after awhile because I can hang with the boys. I can cook my behind off and get down and dirty behind closed doors. This is probably why I don't need an alter ego. I got too much going on just being myself!
Who knows though maybe he will put his alter ego up and give me a chance and we can really get to know each other.