Nothing Even Matters

Lately I aint been myself because I met the man of my dreams. See his words are perfection he says all the right things ;-)
I know I haven't blogged much this year, but guess what ya'll. I am in LOVE. I'm talking about crazy can't get enough of his kisses, 2 minutes apart is entirely too long, I just want to inhale him love.
I never believed in love at first sight until now. Something happened when he pulled me into his lap and we kissed that night by the river, under the moon. We experienced an insane, unique connection most people only dream about but never experience in real life. I swear it was like something from a movie. He's amazing and I'm so lucky to have him in my life.
Craziest thing is we dated 11yrs ago briefly and neither of us remember why we stopped talking back then.
Now we're together and I feel as if the whole entire world wants to rip us apart. I refuse to let anything or anybody come between us.
Its kind of sad I've actually lost people I considered friends because they couldn't handle me being insanely, disgustingly happy. You would think people who care for you would want you happy and not question your actions. At the end of the day I really canNOT worry about their feelings or motives. What other people feel or think of me is really none of my business anyway.
I'm ready to crawl back into our little bubble, where its just he and I, our kids and whoever else we choose to let in with us on any given day. Everything is so perfect and easy when its just he and I.
I've learned 2 things here. One, when its perfect you can't put time restraints on what you feel. Just go for it. B...misery loves company and those miserable, thirsty, cumbuckets can NOT have my company. I'm busy my bestfriend wants to spend the rest of his life with me :-)